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when i’m far away from home like now.. returning back home is the most thing occupying my mind.  the smell of my pillow, the familiar sound from my babies barking, „, every little memories i’ve ever had in my life. i miss touching my piano and playing sad tunes with all my heart. picturing all people from my past who put black, blue, orange, green, and purple. but where is home? a year after everything bad, i’m struggling hard to mend my dignity.  to keep in track, to keep my sanity. home.. i miss home, which i don’t know for sure where i pointed home. but maybe… home is parents now, who have been and will always be there for me no matter what. norwich, july 3, 2011

…just for tonight darling, let’s get lost… …just for tonight darling, let’s get lost… found those deep words from a song, they sound so mysterious and hollow yeah, it is me, typical me. just found out also that a person from the past has met his companion, so i’ll be free

everything runs as it should be in life after such time, i know that you are changing, i know because i feel it too we should end up this tangled emotion and return back to what it is this time i can see which direction i should go following my id, flowing with the stream it’s about the time we should go to different direction it’s not a good bye message, my friend it’s only an awakening moment

e e e e.. e e a a e e a a damn i want my baby back, it’s so cold without her if you see her soon ask her will she forgive me let her know it’s so cold here without her tell i miss her, tell i want her tell i’m sorry, please forgive me, please come back home chris, it’s really sweet of you writing and singing this song. i wish i had someone telling that to me, after such harsh moment.  to be honest, i cannot just release him from my mind.  he was ever there in my heart, my days, and my nights. till now i haven’t got the one who can touch my heart, fill my days, and accompanying my nights.  i believe, it is a broken heart. but i also believe that it will be cured soon. i wish…

hey you can tell everybody that this is your song, i hope you don’t mind, i hope you don’t mind that i put this in words and it’s not much but it’s the best i can do this is my song and this one is for you and you can tell everybody that this is your song, it’s quiet simple but… how wonderful life is now you’re in the world dengerin lagu ini bikin gw makin sadar siapa gw.  kalau orang-orang selalu menyanyikan lagu cinta, buat gw nemuin lagu cinta atau lagu putus cinta bikin gw bisa ngayal dan larut dalam lirik lagu itu.  ga perlu nunggu musim bercinta untuk merasakan cinta, ga perlu nunggu musim patah hati untuk ngerasain sedih dan putus asanya berpisah dengan pasangan.